This
was a week like no other, when God
writes on men's souls unforgettable
verses of wonder.
As
fondly I try to write this verse, I
cannot come close to describing the
impression God made on my soul this
week. Yet, I am so compelled to express
this experience because of its great
wonder and impact on my life. So I
begin, even though only equipped with
the meager tools of raw narrative and
raw poetry.
It was
a week that on any weatherman's log book
would be heavy with occasions. For not
once, but three times our coastal town
was marked with extremely, severe
thunderstorms and a few tornados.
It was
an occasion by which every citizen
stopped. Children halted their play.
Workers stopped work. All to see, to
welcome, to prepare for the storms that
would be.
To a
hot summer day, the storms were a gift.
It brought the coolness of morning to
late afternoons. As each storm moved
in, this gave occasion for neighbors to
walk to the curb, to look to the clouds,
to see the amazing dance of the sky.
The storms gave cool breezes to days
where it had been over a 100 degrees.
It was like the whole town moved
outside, although just for a moment.
Truly these were big occasions.
It was
a week of amazing sights, to that
everyone would agree, but none could
compare to today. For today, I walked
with God.
To be a
witness of the accounts I am describing
is to have something marked on your
heart for life.
It is
like, to as best I can describe, like
walking in the Garden of Eden on the
seventh day, right after the world was
newly made.
Everywhere - The freshness, the feel,
the newness of life.
The energy, the sounds of the earth.
The smell of the wet grass, the cool
breeze on my face.
Amazing, colorful lights in the sky.
Everything -- perfectly peaceful.
The
first time I noticed something was
different, it was at the end of the work
day. Work never being completed, but
put away for the day, I walked towards
the tool shed and the big giant oak that
occupies by back yard.
It was then, I was touched by the hand
of God.
It felt
like --
when someone is moving quickly, focused,
and determined to get to their
destination, and someone else firmly,
from behind you, grips your shoulder
with their hand. You are startled, you
gasp for air, and you are forced to
quickly spin around and draw attention
to the person who now holds your
shoulder firmly in their grasp.
God
said, "Hello. I am here. Draw near".
It's something I've heard before, but
not quite in this manner or way.
Raising my face to the sky, I was
touched like never before. I was
walking with God.
There
had been a mist falling all day. I've
never seen anything in my life like
this. I've seen mist falling before,
but never all day long.
I just
came back in, with only a moment to
spare, to share of the things I
experienced there.
With my face moist and my glasses wet,
my sneakers squeaked on the hard wood
floor as I came in.
The
mist came light to heavy as did the
wind.
But to look up in the sky -- that was a
wonderful surprise.
It's past nine o'clock now but the sky
is still bright.
The lights from the city are dancing in
the sky as they reflect off the clouds
revealing a most amazing, colorful light
show. Colors of blue, gray, and orange
are illuminating the air.
When
the mist is light, you breath it in and
it affects you.
When the mist is normal you can feel it
light on your face.
When it's heavy you have to clean your
glasses and it dampens your clothes.
Wait a
moment, I must steal away to the Garden
again…
I just
came back from outside. I sat by the
old oak.
I
remember learning about Samuel in the
Bible, that when God spoke to him, he
was instructed to reply, "Speak, Lord,
for your servant is listening." I
replied in the same manner. God spoke.
No words to describe this. Me and my
Daddy walked hand-in-hand for a while.
No words to describe this either. Just
tears and a smile that joins both ears.
Like a
quite, candlelit dinner that a wife
prepares for her husband or a special
note and flowers to a wife from her
husband. It's in those special moments
that you…
STOP
LISTEN
and get the message, "I LOVE YOU"
It's a
phrase you've heard before, but that you
don't often hear in this manner or way.
The special way this message is conveyed
gives weight to the moment and the
meaning in a way that creates treasures
of lifelong memories. In order for the
person to "fully" gain the effect of the
message, they must pause from what they
are doing, wait, and listen, then the
environment for the delivery of the
message is set. Then the message is
delivered, "I Love You."
Of all
the knowledge, experience, and
understanding I have gained or will gain
throughout my life, of all the wealth of
the past, present, and future -- all of
it -- I would give it up in a heartbeat
if I had to exchange it for a real,
honest passion for God and a rich
intimate relationship with Him.
Passion
for God seeds energy, motivation, and a
desire for Him. All of us may feel
"dry" from time-to-time in our walk with
Jesus. Whatever you do, do it out of
obedience, but it's best when we obey
out of our passion for God that he
builds inside us. Ask God for
motivation, passion, and intimacy with
him. Never be too busy or not sensitive
enough that you miss those times when
God wants to spend time with you in a
special way.
To you
who read this:
Be these moments with God fondly
remembered and jealously guarded,
for today might just be a day when God
desires to walk with you.
The
best thing about this last verse is, the
week is not over, nor the day complete.
When I lay down my pen I will step
outside again, into the Garden, to walk
with God. For you may not have known,
but I've been stealing away time to do
that very thing in the middle of writing
this down. And who knows but God, what
tomorrow He will bring.
Love
God with Passion,
David
Rogers
P.S.
If there is one song that may inspire
you along with these verses it is "Slip
Away" by Kim Hill.
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